Guitarlover181

I'm really sorry for the inactivity but I promise to be on more now. I have been dealing with a lot, I really needed to rant. any advice would really help :'( I miss you like hell. I just wish you could see how much I love you I mean I am your best friend. I have always been there for you even when everyone else had turned their backs on you. How can I make you see that I would jump through fire for you.. You say that it would ruin our friendship..... but we have done so many other things that could have ruined it as well. You said that you love me unconditionally.... then why would you let me go? WHY. I gave you all I am. I gave up 6 years

Since the beginning of 2012, I have: [ ] Gotten a new piercing. [ ] Dyed my hair. [x] Ended a relationship. [ x] Started a new relationship. [x] Been on a long car/bus journey. [x] Passed an exam/test. [x] Met someone who's now an important part of my life. [ x] Cried on someone's shoulder. [x] Had a massive fight with a boy/girl. [ x] Received flowers. [x] Had a Valentine. (heh) [x] Written a letter using pen & paper. [] Seen a therapist. [x] Been prescribed medication by a doctor. [x] Read a really good book. [x] Gone to the zoo.   [x] Spent too much money on unnecessary things. [] Traveled by train. [x ] Cried over a rom

So I just realized this, whenever I loose someone, or  remember painful memories... I write. I don't play my guitar, I don't cry, I just write my heart out. Its how I get my emotions out. I'm not asking for anyone to pity me, for i know that we all have our own problems...but this is mine at the moment. It is raining today, and all I can think about is how much I screwed everything up. There was this guy who i really liked. his name is "Romeo" in my poems. He is everything I could have ever asked for. He was always there for me no matter what. I've known him for a long time now. We dated, and finally just called it quits recently. my poem I